illusions, confusion, etc ...

Illusions </i>:  happiness, emotions, things being logical, art, being genuine,
honesty.  One big illusion: appearances don’t matter. Another big one: I’ll
always be your friend.

Confusion</i>: feelings, thoughts, fear, death, love, friendship, importance of
self. A big question: what am I doing here? Is there anyone responsible for
this mess? If there is I’d like an explanation…

Losses</i>:  friendship, confidence, trust, hope, a rest of innocence.
did i mention confidence?.
All of my  laptop folders, a lot of important photos, all of my collected textures
and poems.
A big loss, a close and dear friend who did not believe in me…

Pains</i>: suffering of a dear one and fear of losing him... knowing I’ll have to.

Joys</i>:  yes, a lot. i'm grateful.

it's not a summary of my year. maybe of my last week. or maybe my whole life.

bitter ? .. no, i hope not. sad and full of joy too. and the rest of my life to live.
like all of you...


love.






  
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